THIS WEEK IS SERIOUSLY DEPRESSING....i shall not eleborate any further. its obvious. i want to bang on the wall and forget almost everything. really. sigh. D:
theres nth i can do just to do better, in almost every aspect. CT results are crap and all that, i dont even want to think abt it at all.
i just need to shut myself frm the world and just continue to study and study, like a maniac. till i can do sth well enough to make myself feel contented.
should i or shouldnt i? what if i choose to drop it? sigh...